I haven't written much since the last year, whether to blog or to write on a journal; not that there is a lack of thoughts to ponder nor are there less reasons to ignite the writing flame in me. I have been somewhat preoccupied with other matter such as school and ultimate frisbee as becoming major parts of my life (yes, analogy intended). I have committed myself to becoming active once again in Jzone as to rekindle the Spirit indwelling me, starting with the college movement. On top of all the excuses I can gather, it is because I have been content in my life with nothing too great to handle for me. I dread, however, admitting to myself that things have started to go off track in terms of academics that as the year ends, the requirements pile up and I am left buried in the heap that i to built my future.
It has been quite a struggle to get away all the complications that the heart harbors, being able to move past the past without losing yourself in the process has never been an easy task for anyone. But, lately, I have found myself distracted by these things and more focused on another venture. A possibility is what I consider - the "perhaps" box is where that's placed. Let's say that I have cut off my heart from getting in the way of some innocent flirting and some harmless banter. But truth be told, it has ever been completely possible. Though I may not have those strong feelings or any claim, I look forward to each conversation and reached a point of checking for an update more and more often than is acceptable for one who seems not interested. Many have said that change has consumed my perhaps and it is only now that I see the change - and I must contest on its good nature. I can only hope that "allizzwell".
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