A testimony is usually a story about grappling with struggle and overcoming adversity. It's about rising up to the challenges that life offers - and doing so by faith in God. We are tried to our utmost limits, tested through the hottest flames, and we emerge as renewed beings that have transcended beyond our past selves. I have been inspired by these stories many times over and they continue to inspire me still; though a testimony is usually given when the troubles have past. It is rare, however, to encounter testimonies during the time of adversity. And this is what I've been mulling over these past few days, how to convey words that will encourage others to press on and not to think that all is lost. We are stronger than our adversity.
In the middle of the storm, it's difficult to see the sun beyond the clouds.
We are not bound by the addictions we have, overcoming them is not an impossible task because what we must understand is that we are greater than our circumstances. It is not easy. It is not fast. But it's not impossible either. I have not yet fully recovered and I still struggle with my addiction every single day. In the midst of battling with my own weaknesses I find that there are a few essentials - faith, friends, and (sometimes) food. And all of these are tightly wrapped in one delicious burrito.
Faith.
It's easy enough to understand the role of faith when in remission. When the problem seems bigger than the person, it is always best to remember that there is an even greater God. The time spent in fighting the struggle with our human limitations may be time lost in doing ministry work, developing one's self, or even just focusing on the things that are eternal. Struggles will end and God has claimed victory over every one of them.
Friends.
Accountability is one definite way of keeping yourself in check. For me, accountability not only having someone tell me not to do it or to have a witness to my commitment but also a matter of pride - the fact that I don't want to have to tell my accountability buddy that I failed. Being as competitive as I am, failure is never taken lightly, no matter the circumstance.
Food.
Next to dogs, food is man's best friend. It's also a good way to spend time with friends and not with your struggle!
The storm will pass. And the future is always brighter.
I look forward to when that future becomes my present. Until then, keep on keeping on.
